How to look pretty, and why

I took the time to look nice today. Showered, washed my hair, blowdried it, put on some makeup, wore realtively nicer clothes than usual... Now I am wishing that I hadn't. It just feels wasted for some reason. You shouldn't waste a look-pretty-day on feeling like poop. It's just not right. I feel down and out and to make matters worse I'm at work. It's not quite silent... flourescent-lights hum, papers rustle, fingers type type type...NOT some of my favorite sounds. Besides hating work, my mood probably has somthing to do with the fact that all I've had today is coffee and a breakfast burrito... that's it. RIDICULOUS. My diet lately has SUCKED and it's not really something I can take care of... easily. It's so hard to eat nutrisiously when you have little to no time to make anything, or buy anything, much less eat it, or much much less go somewhere to sit down and eat. Plus I ran out of dining bucks--I've put $50-$100 back on my card already. Food here is just terrible. I'm trying to get by, that's all. This summer will be nice. I am really looking forward to healthy, scheduled meals. I'm sick of not feeling good more than I feel good. Anyway, the moral of the story is eat well first and then try to look pretty, else it is wasted. And looking nice is fun, so the effort is well worth it. Also, don't work in a library of you can't take the monotony. Just don't even try.

I feel like that's enough rambling for now. I hope you understood it.